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Keno? Ki darkar? Ki chulkachee? Egulo jader mone hochee tader age bhagei janie rakha darkar je
amar blog ja ichha likhbo. Amar ichee tai to beshi jaruri. R matha chulkacheeki likhboo seta bhebe. Jodio lekha r aneek jinisi pore ache tao amar nijer jeta asubidha seta holo lekhar kono dharabahik abhyas nei r der botsor kal jabot IHM kolkata te porar subade bangla bhasar upor dokhhotao harieche. Jodio loker mukhe ekhon khub sohojei khub nirlojeer moto sunte paoa jai "ami bangla porte pari na" eta jodio besh gorber kotha karon amra british der desh theke taraleo tader deoa paschatoo sikhaa r paschatoo sabhataa amra grohon korchi r odesher bhasa take keno barjon kore thakbo eta ki uchit tar theke borong amra nijeder bhasa takei borjon kori naa. Bamfront sarkar 25 bochor age ekta bhul korechilo bangli ra bnagla bhule jabe na paschatoo sikhaa borjon korbe bole ke jane bongo desh theke engregi bhasai sikhaa dan tike besarkari school r hate chere die sarkari school e sudhu bangla tei sikhaa labher bebostha korechilo.
Ebar abar mone hoe eki bhul korchee tobe ektu anoo bhabe ekhon mone hoeche banglaira bangla bhasa anek beshi sikhe feleche ekhon sudhu engreji madhoome sikhaa labher bebostha kora hochee. Tobe sarkar r thekeo jara beshi chintito sei baba maerao ekhon eta khub bhalo kore bujhe gechen je bangla bhasai sikhaa labh korle bhagee kebol jutbe BA athaba bsc degree tate ai manda r bazar e chakri paoa mushkil tai darkar kebol matroo engraji bhasa te patu hoar. Tobe ei rokam highly educated baba ma ke amar moto kono murkho balok bolte jai je tahole o konodin rabindra nath porbe na saratchandra porbe na bamkim chandra porebe na. Tokhan sohojei uttor paoa jai na ba porlo oisab porle chele meyra alpo boese peke jabe tartheke harry potter paruk, famous five porok. R jodi goenda golpoo porte hoe agatha chirsti paruk. But amar durbhagoo ba sei baba mader durbhagoo bola jete pare je tadero o chelebela keteche ekta edo pocha bangla medium school e tai kokono agatha christi pore dekha hoeni khub beshi hole pore dekha hoeche pandab goenda. Kintu tader samne kichu jinis nie ele bhalo hoto kintu thak nai ba anlam tara hoeto alredy amake depo ba paka chele bole gal korche. Kintu amakei ki r sobha pai ei sob bola khata pen chere bangla harof chere bangla bhasa nie chinta korchii ei engreji akhoorer computer r blog e jeta tairi koreche hoeto kono bongo santan markin muluke Google company r tatya badhan e. Take jodi keu bole apni to eta desheo korte parte tahole taro uttur ache deshe thakle ki hoto ke amar joggotar morjada dito jekhane morjada paoa jai sekhane jaoai bhalo r edeshe parikathamoi nei r takao nei.
Thak eta nie na hoe r nai baa bokbok korlam beshi hoe jabe brain drain nie na hoe pore ekdin likhboo........